So still being in my early 20's has been cool, noted I'm just in the start of it and i go on through life believing that the rest of my years will be the best of my years, life is too short to dwell on the past or be too bothered by some situations
Lately I've realized I'm living in a rot, in your 20's you got friends all over the chessboard
the all put together-s - these are those friends that have already made it, they got the job, the business, the house, the relationship, they got the lifestyle. They got that 20's lifestyle you dreamed of as a kid.
I have friends who are motivations for the next generation, they show me what can be achieved despite the age its so inspirational and motivating
the on track- Now these guys are not all put together but they are on track, their work ethic is mind-blowing, they got the schedule, their routine is one for the books, the whole adulting thing is coming so easy for them,
I got those friends that are sincerely the TV adults, you know them
the non-conformers- now this is a tricky one,these are the friends that completely deviated from the routine, they didn't conform to society's expectations, they are ones to look out for, they are the ones who got the law degree , hung it on the shelf then went to pursue video editing,
the seemingly lost souls, These are the ones you sometimes question their decisions, they seem to have given up more than you have, they are taking life less than a day at a time, they are living for themselves, they don't seem to fit anyone's expectations for them, they are just what you secretly want to be
the wanderers- now ain't that the dream, you got those friends who just dropped out of the face of the earth, you see them pop up on Instagram once in a while, they give you that serious fomo and..
the love struck; at this age i've started having friends that are married or people i used to go to school with that have kids, like in your head you are trying to pump the breaks because they show you a side of the 20's you do not even want to think about yet or maybe you do
the truth is, your 20's are hard and the
So here is to another year in my early 20's, here is to that person who just needed to here that it's not only you thinking like that, take it at your own pace, we all got the out
What i have realized it is officially the worst time to compare yourself, your life or your standing to anyone else, It's time to dig deep and find you,
When I was a kid, anytime i felt any kind of emotion, I'd write, i stopped because my writing got me in trouble, right now at 22, i just got some news about a friends accomplishments, I am so proud of them, but at the same time i felt heartbroken, kinda jealous, they got something I had been aiming for, something I wanted so bad, or thought I did, but rather than dwelling on it, I started writing and I know that I'm going to be okay, I found that thing outside my career that I don't think I'll ever let go of.
Bonus is that sometimes they intertwine.
Find yours
There are years that ask questions and ones that answer
-Zora Neale Hurston
As you're questioning everything, remember eventually you'll get the answer, just keep your head held high and know it will all make sense in no time.
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